wow im somehow stuck in between excitement and reluctance....
im going to israel!! yay!
but im going to miss singapore and its people
funny isnt it
i am still in singapore haha
yester pastor phil didnt preach much...
mainly ministering...
some how the service was for me to come back and worship
i pray that when i come back from israel,
i will be able to have a daily supply of milk and honey
not juz weekly manna
its very dry in this world...
u get filled for a few hours when u go to church or cg
then after a while u need to be filled again
big appetite eh...

haha everyone seems to go on holidays at the same time...
clair michele joy went to bbg at batam
beth dun seem to be in singapore
eliza went to china i think
ariel went to taiwan
and sean and i going israel...
lol... then ytd svc was like so few people
and i found out something...
jasmine tai chee keong and qian jun are sooooo secretive...
hmph so much for being my brothers and sisters
got blog also dun wan let people see
got problem also dun wanna tell
at least sean and i can help right?
rawr
notice my template is screwed
the pic went down
and my spare copy is missing
disastrous!
dun feel like changing skin lol... juz leave it be

11/28/2005 10:44:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

clair tell u one thing i was thinking about...
which haf been pressing on me
for the last few weeks
Praise God i didnt crumble and break down
His strength held my weakness...
yeah... I felt as though i cannot compare to sean
i mean this is quite inevitable since i grew up wif him
the only thing i ever beat him at is PSLE tt time
and probably maths...
thats all i could think of...
cuz i felt him to be superior in every area,
sports, computer, friends, spirituality blah blah
and everyone seems to be attracted to him...
yeah i know i was feeling jealous
and i shud not compare myself to him because i haf my own strengths
but still it kept bugging me
to almost everyone he is like the Mr. Nice Guy
cuz he is lame but humorous, calm and wise and is a pro-musician
and me, unable to make up a joke, easily flared up, irradical at times and is not even focussed
he probably doesnt know bout this but,
sometimes i dun like going out wif him cuz im always shunted away
yeah... thats only one of the thing
but God came the last few days... keep coming
and strengthen me by telling me im unique,
i haf strengths sean can never think of having,
even if it is not shown widely,
it is known to Him
and no matter wad happens
sean is still my cousin and i love him as a brother
yeah... relax i will never show this side of me in front of u guys
even if i feel depressed i will force a smile knowing this will help others gain strength as well
i will crucify all this feelings on the cross and let Jesus handle it
=)

11/24/2005 09:30:00 AM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

waaaaa exams are over!!!!
the boring holidays are here?
haha
cool right o lvl over leh
not cool? bleh u got no life
im bored though
even though i went out today
and had a fun time...
yeah how fun can pass away so quickly haha
know how bored was i? i watch harry potter not once not twice no thrice but FOUR TIMES
hahaha waste of money but yeah...
for friends and for fun
today i didnt go for the PAE thingy...
cuz i woke up at 9+ lol
so i decided to meet clair and joy at cine 1st to buy tix for the movie
found out tt sean not coming and nicholas is coming
well glad tt he came... at least i got someone to keep me busy
haha and his lame jokes did cheer clair up a little at least...
i guess tts his worth... cuz he is still a kid after all
once again... i felt quite useless seeing my sis sad but cant do anything
so i juz tried to cheer her up by treating her ice cream since she says she wants
haha but she dun wan in the end...
in the end all i could do is send her back to tanah merah and talk to her abit
well i dunno... but i found myself speaking in tongues more
cuz i really wanted guidance from the Spirit
yeah... i found that thru our own abilities,
our potential is limited...
but topped wif His anointing,
we can do all things
oh yah anyway... pls visit http://e337.blogspot.com
it is my cg blog... and activities will be posted there...
so if anyone of u wanna join us juz tell me on my tag or msn
if u wanna hear God's word u can also go there
honestly there are preachers in the making there haha

11/23/2005 11:46:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

Ordinary Level Examination Schedule (Personal Reference)

07/11 Monday
Mathematics Paper 1 0800-1000
Combined Humanities (Social Studies) 1400-1530
08/11 Tuesday
Science (Chemistry) 0800-0915
09/11 Wednesday
English Paper 1 0800-0945
English Paper 2 1015-1155
Science (Physics) 1400-1515
10/11 Thurday
None
11/11 Friday
Mathematics Paper 2 0800-1030
Literature (Twelfth Night) 1430-1600
14/11 Monday
Literature (King of the Castle and Unseen Poem/Prose) 0800-0920
15/11 Tuesday
Additional Maths Paper 1 1400-1600
16/11 Wednesday
Combined Humanities (Geography Elective) 0800-0930
17/11 Thursday
Additional Mathematics Paper 2 0800-1000
18/11 Friday
None
21/11 Monday
None
22/11 Tueday
Science (Physics/Chemistry) Multiple-Choice Question 1400-1500

11/05/2005 10:51:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY

clair... torrance.. watch it...
u sabotaged me into doing this..
i will never forget the favour lol...


Rules of the game:Post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'You Are Tagged' in their blog and tell them to read yours.

1. i have 3 gundams at home... chibi impulse, destiny HG and strike freedom HG
2. i have a step father and my dad was an ex-convict and still a bookie now lol
3. i actually stayed out at a lan shop after school until 9pm several times during sec 2
4. i never got a present i wanted b4... cuz no one knows wad i really want
5. i listen to nothing but christian music now haha...

ok. now the 5 ppl.

1. me
2. myself
3. i
4. dunno who cuz no one reads this blog
5. the one who sabo me

11/04/2005 08:47:00 PM; MUSIClover, KNOWitY